Yesterday, Charles and I talked. But it wasn't a thorough talk, not the one I wanted/expected. I did say that I didn't know what to expect, but kahit papano I wanted a talk in which that we would both be really enlightened and all that. The talk basically concluded with us being just friends. Nothing further. Maybe in time, but not now. A lot of questions were left unanswered. I will not put the blame on him, because it isn't all his fault. Also mine.
After the talk, I went to choir practice. After choir practice, I chatted with Eugene. He showed me completely different side, a completely different view of things. It was...whoa. I've viewed all persons in the story as people with good intentions. Kumbaga lahat mabait, nasa side ng bida. Eugene showed me the contrabida side. Sigh. It shed light on some odd things. I guess I don't want to see some of those things pa rin...I don't want to think ill of either of them. Sigh.
Manny texted me, asking if I was still up, and if I was okay. I said yes, and then asked him if he was willing to talk. He had a shitty day himself. He called my cellphone, and we talked. Darn long for me...22 minutes. Didn't even feel it though. Sigh. We talked about Charles, his just ended 7 year relationship, and sentimental chuvaness. Sigh. We promised each other we'd always be there for each other. Both of us are sentimental people who seem to be in shitty situations right now. At least mine isn't so shitty anymore because of the talk.
I hope Charles got the email and already read it. I sent it when I got home yesterday/earlier...